Well I was unable to post anything this last week due to me entering into the hospital on Monday. My doctor had release me so I was able to attend my daughter's rehearsal and both her and Matt's wedding.
I will post photos later this week as I feel better. Me getting ill was not in our plans or schedule so everything is once again behind as planned. I entered into the hospital Monday afternoon and had surgery the following day. As the days were getting closer and closer to my children's wedding I begged to be released from the hospital but not after we had arrange for home health care.
I can not believe one day a person can be perfectly fine and the following very ill. Today I am feeling much better but still weak. As each day had passed during my hospital stay all I could think about was the children and missing each of them. Thinking just what if I did not get well and what would happen to both Braska and Zach. Not to be selfish but I love these two children and no matter how I hurt dealing with this illness I pray for a miracle healing. These two children deserve medical care, parents and a family to love them both. Please I ask for prayers Braska, Zack, my children at home, the children who rest in these orphanages, my family and also myself. I want to feel better and get back to my mission as a mother to bring our children home. I will not rest till they are home.. May our Lord continue to guide me and bring me to good health once again. May I remain to mother my children in love and parent till they are grown and have children of their own...










